Infidel, a parallel to personnel carousel, foretell and excel the unwell.

Always seeking comfort, wherever i can think to look, always rejection in my lifes book
Truth is so painful for people to look at, makes me wanna swing a baseboll bat, crush their hat, splat…
All my silent anger to keep them from danger, ignorance is their bliss, upon them i wanna piss
No reality seems blissful as the lie, when will i finally die?
To escape from this smell, stinks like hell, ring my church bell, sanction me this… The final bliss
continuously killing myself to feel alive but it only last a short while, back and forth, true or magnetic north?
to be one with me, hear my plea. Divinitys grace, myself i brace, impact is fast but it never seem to last,
i always want to hold on, but to chase is to loose the race.
Let it go and grace will bestow.
Anexiety and depression my greatest obsession, it defined my life but i cant even cut it out with the sharpest knife, wont try, someone probobly gonna wonder why.
It lingers around every corner, makes me a  mourner.
I carry everyones ignorance as my own, my heart becomes a dead zone
Why all this compassion… ashen
Mindless minions marching proud, deaf to the screams of a dying crowd
Time is whenever you are, time is my guiding star
Time always last, just look at the past
time is now! not how!
All this ancient knowledge and power and yet by fear i’m devoured
I demonize my inner being, i know im worthy, yet i’m fleeing.
From the devils grace to God i fly in the blink of an eye.
Contrast of truth -my soul it soothe, euphoria under divinitys gloria.
Defined by deep doubt, need to phase out, i know it all but still i cant stand tall.
My mind’s chessgame with god, still im not awed, epilepsy like effect, still it wont be wrecked, my mind cant pass out, not even on the black and white route
The speed of light and time stand still, move backwards and bend it at will. only doubt hold me back from were i’ve been…  therein
Infinity in the palm of a hand and still fear rule the land. Bibles, Qurans and Quantum physics says it all, yet stupidity is praised and we bend over and crawl.
Turn reality around – rebound, safe and sound.
Truth is not to know, we think way to slow.
Truth is to lie, wake up and die.
Truth is to belive, then theres nothing we cant achive.
Lobotomized – Synchronized – Mesmerized – Crystallized – Stabilized – Epitomized